Pillow talk 0.

Yuhuu.
Hai.
Hola Muchos!

Well well. 2 minggu tidak ketemu. Sekarang pun actually tiada mood dan idea buat post but memandangkan baru perasan lama gila tak buat blog, i think i need to. Walaupun tiada siapa baca at least it made me feel my life is still kicking and alive. Hoyeah.

The worst thing of being a final year student adalah the workloads. Ohmai kerja bertubi2 datang tanpa tersipu sipu malu. Ada saja projek need to be done by today dan ada saja meeting on academic projects. Am i stressed by it? Nope. Haha. Tak tahu kenapa even the workloads astaghfirullah banyaknya i still manage to watch movies, main PES, or even sleep late doing nothing. Tapi kerja still tak siap la well last minute rocks bebeh. Maka adakah it means saya seorang time manager yang baik kerana tidak stress walaupun workloads mewah ataupun mati la lu Anas sem ni bawah 2.5 la gpa ko.But interestingly something made me realize that i need to prove myself to be capable to be an engineer rather than getting a good cgpa. Please don't misunderstand this, not to brag, but im a dean list student almost all the semester ive been in UTP except one. Pointer jatuh 3.47 at that one time. Pasal haru biru clash la tuh kot. Haha damn u Anas senang2 blame orang lain. But, the point is, even with all those dean list gpa's, i cant say to anyone that im capable of being an engineer yet. Oh damn.

One of the major project this sem is FYDP. FYDP means Final Year Plant Design. The lecturer give us a group of five the project which is to design a process plant in order to achieve a production of given chemical. The plant will include everything that should be there practically in the industrial plant. Plus my supervisor offers very little help for us, semua buat sendiri saja maa. So this one night i was in cafe, just finished my FYDP meeting. We were stuck on one part of the project. To tell you, this project needs you to use every knowledge on past subjects you've studies through 4 years in UTP. And honestly, i cant remember a thing ive studied over this years. Atuk dah tua. Then came a girl. One of the brains in our class.  She came and explain every little things to us, those technical aspects, detailed knowledge, how this need to be done, how that should be changed, and everything. And i was humbled. Super humbled. Not that i was arrogant before though. Takde hape nak diarrogantkannya pun. Huhu.

I know there maybe no juniors is reading this. But if ever one of you terbaca, somehow stumbled upon this, believe me in chemical engineering the most important thing is the technical knowledge. Dont always aim for the examination. I'm a last minute person, studying for the sake of the examination and truthfully said im not capable to be an engineer. Nor 85% of my class too. Haha nak jugak tarik ramai2. Mana boleh jatuh sorang kan haha. Im sorry Malaysia, for having a future engineer like me, but saya dah berazam untuk menjadi a better engineer. Or should i change to be a graphic artists instead? Haha envy those yang having fun at work doing things they love. Super nice.

So thats it, a little pillow talk for you. Sorry for too much english in this entry though, since im more comfortable of using English in expressing my true feelings. Using Bahasa is a little bit too intimate. Segan ma. Haha.~

Owh, to add. Just because i used to intern at a consultancy company and somehow have full access of their accounts file,  i know for this kind of full plant designing projects the company will pays millions to the consultants. Should i claim at least a million dollar from UTP for this million dollars project? haha. I really should discuss on this with my groupmates.

Buhbai!